| I'm not dead, I swear! |
[25 May 2006|09:47pm] |
Haven't posted here in a while....
So, I was sick for a month. It sucked. I finally got the ok from the doc yesterday to go out and live my life again. Thank God!
It started out with a sore and swollen throat, went into a week and a half of a low grade fever, and then went back to a swollen throat that had big white spots on my tonsils, as well as a rash on my arms. I went through three seperate blood tests in a week and a half period. I got tested for mono, then hepatitis A, and then mono again. All came back negative. I also go an ultrasound because the first blood test showed the levels for my liver were extremely high. Levels did lower with the subsequent tests tho. I do have a birthmark on my liver tho (hemangioma is what it's called). It's basically a benign tumor of sorts and is genetic.
So, yea....it's been a wild ride when it comes to my health lately... =P
And...so...what did I have? My doctor does not know. I could've had mono, even though it never turned up in the blood test. Or I just had a nasty virus that decided to attack my liver. =(
Whatever it was...I don't know....I'm just glad to finally be feeling better....
I do know why I got sick...but I don't feel like getting into the details of that...Let's just say it's because I'm stubborn and don't know when to quit. =)
On a much happier note Jason and I celebrated our one year anniversary on Saturday. We couldn't got out and do anything because of my being sick, but he did take the day of work and spent the whole day with me. We lied down and relaxed. Watched TV and played Star Wars Battlefront II (we conquered the galaxy in the name of the CIS!!! muwhahahaha!!!). I had such a nice time...I felt truly happy that day...I didn't have a care in the world.....it was wonderful.... =D
And...um...yea....
I've also been playing lot's of WoW. XD
And I'm taking a drawing class this quarter....it is the best class ever!!!! All we do is sit and draw! And despite being absent and having to turn in all sorts of make-up work (which my teacher counts as late work) I still have like and A-! Wooo!
Ok, I'm getting tired of typing and I'm sure whoever actually takes the time to read this is tired of reading. ^^
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| I miss my Olive... |
[28 Mar 2006|11:16am] |
On St. Patrick's Day we had to put my cat Olive to sleep. I've cried so much since then that it hasn't been funny. I loved her so much. She was my baby. It's been really hard for me....
It's so weird not having her around....there's a part of me that keeps thinking we'll be going to pick her up from the vet anyday now...I've had dreams where that's been the case...but those are just dreams....
For the first time in my life there is no Olive sitting in my backporch, looking up at me, meowing to be pet. I was 2 years old when she came to our house. I don't remember a time when there wasn't Olive. She was a sweet little stray kitten that came to our door. My mom began feeding her and she stuck around. My mom soon brought her inside the house when she saw how little Olive was always hiding. That and another one of our outside cats was always pouncing on her. We brought her inside, declawed her, and she never went outside again. She like be an indoor cat, she never ever tried to escape outside.
Unfortunatly it turned out my brother was really allergic to cats, so we had to confine her to the backporch and back bathroom. The bathroom was her main domain until my dad started to complain, so then we bought this giant kennel where we put her bed and litter box in. She loved her kennel, it was her own little safe home.
We cleaned out her kennel already, we did that after we got back from the vet. It gets me everythime I walk by it because I expect to look down and see her in there. I stick my fingers through the gate and expect to feel her soft furry head brush up against my fingers....but instead it's just empty and lifeless.
I knew it was coming....About a week before she died we took her to the vet because she wasn't eating. They did a blood test and only 25% of her kidneys were functional. This was surprising because we took her for her annual checkup in January and the bloodwork showed that her kidneys were just fine. So, because of her kidneys not being fully functional we began giving her fluids. We got a bag of saline solution, and the needles, and we would give her 2 cc's daily.
The fluids really helped her for a while. She was all perky, meowing, and acting like herself again. It was so wonderful. We took her in on thursday, the day before St. Patrick's Day, and the blood work showed that one of the kidney lvls thing was down, but the other was up. This confused the vet a bit because both should have been down. That night we gave her her fluids and she perked up a bit.....
But then my mom noticed that she was breathing rapidly...and shallow...and she hadn't gone pee or poo all day. The next morning it was the same. It wasn't good. Just sitting still her head would bob back and forth because of how she was breathing. Before we took her into the vet again I made sure to take some pictures of her with me because I knew....I had been preparing since we started giving the fluids...that she wasn't going to be with us much longer....
The vet gave us other options, but also told us that this might be the time to think about putting her down. So...that's what we did....We didn't want her to suffer and be in any more pain...She was so exhausted just from breathing...And she hadn't gone poo or poo in days....her kindeys had shut down....We spent an hour in the vet's office just petting her before we made the actual decission. I couldn't handle seeing her put to sleep though, so the vet took her into the back room and let us go home.
I cried so much that day...and the day after....I feel lucky though because I got to have one week longer with her because of the fluids....but...still...I wish I had more pictures of her...more pictures of her cute little face...She was a black and white kitty and on her fac had this little black mustache that went across part of her nose. She was so sweet, kind, and gentle. She never tried to scratch me or bite me. She lived a nice, happy, long life...she was 18 years old....And we all loved her so much...I loved her so much....She was my buddy...my baby...my sweet little kitty cat....
...and I miss her terribly....
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| Boobies!!!!!!!!! |
[21 Feb 2006|02:39am] |
What? I need a title! =P
Haven't posted in a looooooooooong while....
So...uh...yea.....
Hi?
Meow?
Feeling pretty good about life at the moment...I would type more but dinner is ready and I'm hungry!!!!!! Rowr!
Hope everyone is doing well. =)
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| 6 Months!!! =D |
[22 Nov 2005|08:11pm] |
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Sunday was Jason and mine's six month anniversary!!! =D
It was so nice. He took the day off from work so we could be together. =) He was dressed up all nice and so was I. Hee hee. We went and saw Walk the Line and then went out to eat at Red Lobster. After that we just stayed in and watched tv. It was so nice...such a happy day....mmmmm.....
I gave Jason a vcr because he didn't have one and he always misses the shows he likes to watch cause he's at work and what not. And I made him a card that he loved...which made me happy...I was gonna buy him a card, but I thought he would appreciate something with my artwork more....and he did.... =)
And Jason's present to me? He actually gave it to me earlier in the month...it was a total surprise....He bought me a PS2 of my very own! Ahhhh!!! He is so awesome....I love him so much....he is so good to me.....
Hee hee....He was going to buy my a half dozen of roses on Sunday but the flower place he goes to was closed....he drove all the way out to campbell just to find out they were closed....My poor boy! *kisses him* For me the idea is what counts. I'm just so happy I got to spend the day with him. =D
Honestly, the last 6 months have been some of the happiest in my life. Jason makes me so happy. He is so good to me. He's kind, sweet, considerate, appreciative...and...gah...I could go on forever describing his good qualities....I really could....but I shall save you all of that babbling and just type one word instead.....AWESOME. That is what Jason is....he is just awesome....
And...so...uh...yea.....I just felt the need to share my happiness....I'm not trying to rub it anyone's face! I swear! I mean God knows I've written enough depressing entries here...might as well write about the good times, no? XD
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| I actually did something with my life! |
[30 Aug 2005|03:32pm] |
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The title is a lie. Hee hee.
This past week I've been feeling quite good. Like overall my mood has been constant, falling in the realms of content and good. I think I'm starting to get a handle on controlling my moods. I'm cutting off my mind from going into dark places, and it's working very nicely thus far. Of course I have had a couple of moments, but nothing like the past few weeks.
I think the thing that helped me the most was going to talk with a counselor...that and realizing what time of year it was...Having summer classes really threw off my internal body clock...I didn't really realize the time of year. This is the time of year in which I always get depressed. Good old seasonal depression! Even as a kid I was like this...it was related to having to go back to school! Lol! =P
And the talking has opened up my mind to other issues affecting me. All in all it has taken away a lot of the confusion I was feeling. I swear, nothing sucks more than not knowing why you feel down....
So, yes. I'm doing well. =)
I have also embraced my nerdyness by creating a World of Warcraft character! I created it on Jason's account. I'm up to level 6 now I believe. I'm a warrior Night Elf. Hee hee. I like the game, tho I don't know what I'm doing half the time. Jason's walking me through it, which is nice. And he is all happy and excited that I've created a character. He has dreams of myself and him questing together. Lol. He's so cute! I will probably end up buying the game for myself...and paying those darn monthly charges...Ha ha! I'm so cheap! XD
Oh, and in other big news....
I FINALLY bought my new computer. I customized a Sony Vaio to fit my needs. It probably won't arrive for another month or so. Bleh! I want it now! I should've ordered it months ago..... =P
I'm so happy....I finally made a decision and went with it! Of course now I'm a lot poorer! Lol. Damn me and my expensive computing taste! :shakefist: I just hope it turns out to be a worthy investment. I'm hoping I can use it for at least the next five years or so. ^^; It should take me all the way through school and beyond. Heh.
Oh well, being poorer gives me more of a reason to go to work! I gotta get back meh money! I have books to pay for for classes...and cars to dream of buying....and money for life in general....
Living is expensive! XD
Well, I best go find something to occupy my time with. Talk with ya laterz. Buh bye for now! ;)
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[25 Jul 2005|10:23pm] |
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You can vibe with the steady rhythms of the Moon.
You're in touch with your emotions and intuition.
You possess a great, unmatched imagination - and an infinite memory.
Ultra-sensitive, you feel at home anywhere (or with anyone).
A total healer, you light the way in the dark for many.
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I'm feeling really good right now...feeling really in love...I visited Jason at work, when he just happened to be on his break. I thought it'd be a pleasant surprise for him since I didn't get to see him yesterday since he was a bit hung over. Yup. Oh...damn...I love feeling good, especially since I've been feeling so shitty....yesterday was the worst...the tears would not stop...But I've made an appointment to go and talk with someone, so all is good.
The Alkaline Trio concert was AWESOME. It was my first concert...damn...it was cool...I wanna go to another concert now!!! Lol.
I haven't posted here in a while. If you wanna keep up to date with me check out meh Deviant Art journal. I tend to post there a lot...maybe a little too much....
Oh, yes and I had meh job interview at Blockbuster today. I think it went well...I need a job...
And, yea...that's it in a nutshell.
I can't wait till Friday cause meh friends and I are going to the beach! And Jason has the day off so he gets to come too! Woo! And I get to see him before work on Wednesday...
I know...I can see some of you gagging in the corner everytime I mention Jason. But...hey...I've never been in love before, so give me a break. It carries such great joy, and at times pain..but I think the joy far outweighs the slight pains that come about...
Love of any kind is the best feeling. Love of family. Love of friends. Love of the romantic type. Love in general is just good...there needs to be more love in this world...
God, I sound like I'm doped up.....
Ok, I'm off! Laterz all!
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| Happy Birthday! XD |
[26 Jun 2005|12:17am] |
Happy Birthday to me! Happy Birthday to me! Happy Birthday dear meeeeeeeee! Happy Birthday to me! :XD:
Yup. Today is my birthday! I'm now 20!
Well, actually I won't be 20 until 8:01 AM (It's 12:15ish AM now)...but...eh...that's just a technicality.... ^^;
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| Oh, boy... |
[03 Jun 2005|01:42pm] |
As of Wednesday night it's official....
I now have a boyfriend.
Yup.
Go me.
First one ever.
Only took me till I was 19....
...almost 20 actually....
It's pretty cool.
He's an awesome guy.
At the same time it's kinda odd.
I'm no longer single.
It's weird for me...
...because I've always been single...
...never taken...
...so, it just feels a little different.
But more than that...
...it feels completely awesome...
...and oh-so-right...
...because he is an awesome guy. =)
So...yea...My first boyfriend...EVER. Kinda cool for me...it's definately I turning point in my life....I'm experiencing all sorts of feelings I've never felt before....
And I shall stop rambling, and leave you all be. I hope life is treating you all well. 'till the next time, toodles. :XD:
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| Don't say he's dead when he's not!!! |
[20 May 2005|10:23pm] |
SIR IAN MCKELLAN is sooooooo not dead! Damn mutha fuckas who told me he was! WTF!? I knew they wrong!!!! I knew it!!!!! I would've heard God damn it...I would've known is Gandalf...er...Sir Ian...was dead!!!!
Seriously, Jason, Mary, and myself went to Blockbuster to bug Sean (he's a manager there) and I overhear him talking with people and they say Sir Ian McKellan is dead! And I freak out...why? Don't ask me...I guess it's because I would've heard....And so then I ask Sean and he's like "yea, I guess so..." and Mary says "yea it wasn't too long after Return of the King came out....."
Crazy mutha fuckas dun know what they're talking about!!!
*shakes her fist*
I was just so shocked when I heard....mainly because I had heard of no such thing! So, I go over to IMDB.com and yea...so not dead...He's in the DA Vinci Code movie and X-Men 3 and...yea...NOT DEAD!!!!! And to dounly check I went to his official website and he seems very much alive there....so...yea...again...NOT DEAD!!!!!!!
I would've known if he died...I watch the news and shit and you know there would've been something...
I can't help but think that everyone elese was thinking of RICHARD HARRIS who played what's-his-name in the first two Harry Potter films. He died right after the second one came out...or right before or something....
And I know what you're thinking....why the fuck did she make a whole post about this? To prove that I know I am right about shit! So, there! How do you like them apples, huh!?!?!?!
Yea, I'm crazy....shut up ya mutha fuckas.....
Tomorrow and Sunday are filming. Today was double date fun at malls. There was groping (me grabbing my breasts several times throughout the day), ass touching (Mary touching, patting, and pinching my ass), and ass looking (Jason has a pretty nice looking ass). Oh, yea...and hand holding and arm locking...Jason's about half way as far as Mary (Mary has kissed me on the cheek and whatnot) and thus twice as far as John (JESUS!!!!!!). And I gotta say...Jason kicks ass...I kinda like him, he's pretty cute (for a blonde), and I wouldn't mind goin' out on another date with him. ;)
Plus, he's all gentleman like and opens doors for me and junk...I kinda like that.....cause I'm weird like that......
And I am planning to meet up with Jesus...er...I mean JOHN...on Tuesday...I feel kinda conflicted cause when I talked with him online on Tuesday he called me "cutie" and I'm like "crap...going on a date with another guy, who also thinks I'm cute, on Friday...."
Hmm...oh well...not like I'm dating either one right now...I've gone out on one date with each, that's not dating.....
Damn, I'm rambling like a mutha fucka!!!!
And "mutha fucka" is my phrase of the day apparently....
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| Bad to Good to Alive =P |
[16 Apr 2005|05:58pm] |
Ya know, I was feeling all down this morning. I really was. It's no biggy, for that's how I usually feel. I go from good to bad on an endless roller coaster of ups and downs. Sometimes I feel I have a problem. I am probably right in my feeling, but who gives a crap! Not me! MUWHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! XD
Right now I'm feeling good. And it's the really good kind of good. The kind of good that comes not from some happy fleeting moment, but from thought and work. The kind of good the eminates throughout your whole soul.
Lately I had been feeling down, lonely, and lost. I very often feel this way...I feel this more than happiness or even just a general feeling of "ok." But you know what changed me outta this mood? I did work. Schoolwork. And it made me happy. And I did artwork. Just a little bit of CGing. And then more schoolwork. And then housework. And just work. I kept myself busy. I wasn't lazy. And ya know what? I feel really good.
I think I spend far too much time not doing anything with my life. Actually, I don't just think, I know. That is why on the days I don't have class, or vacation times when I'm out of school, I tend to feel more depressed. When I'm at school I'm kept busy, my mind isn't allowed to totally wander off into the depths of depression like it does when I'm at home staring at a blank wall.
I don't know if I'm making any sense...but...I dunno...it's like this realization just washed over me, even tho it's something I've known about for a while....
My mind is abuzz right now. I can't get the thoughts straight and place them into words...but...I just feel so good, inside and out.
I feel motivated to do something. Really motivated...I haven't felt like this in a long while...I used to have so much motivation, but not anymore...but now...I do...it's odd....
I'm not sure if I feel happy, but I feel good. I feel alive...like I could go out and conquer the world...what a great feeling...I don't think I've felt this good in years....
Ha! I hope this feeling lasts through tomorrow and then some! I could definately use some motivation in my life right now! =P
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| doo doo doo |
[12 Apr 2005|06:26pm] |
I'm still sick. Bleh. But I am finally getting better, which is good. Thoguh I feel very tired....sleepy tired....I supposse all of those nights when I was sicker and couldn't sleep are finally getting to me. >__O
Dude, I love Mary. She gave me a rose today to say "I'm sorry" for not showing up last Thursday. It was so sweet. My hear totally melted and I felt all warm and fuzzy inside. Hee hee. ^^
In other news the public service announcement for the ACLU is due tomorrow in meh script writing class. When I showed my teacher what I had so far he liked my opening and ending phrases and told me what needed work. So, now some shtuff is different (and hopefully better), but the begining and ending are still the same. The teacher said it might be a good one to read to the class, cause apparently a few of them are going to be acted out in front of the class before we actually turn them in tomorrow. It would be cool to have mien read in front of the class...I guess...I dunno...I always fear people are going to hate my work...Actually, I almost didn't ask the teacher to look over mine cause of that sorta fear...Yea, I know...I need more self confidence... =P
So, hopefully the PSA thing will go alright tomorrow in class....
I am finding my human sexuality class to be very interesting and very informative....
And back to scriptwriting now because I can't get a song outta meh head. On monday we watched part of Moulin Rouge, so as to see how TV (in this case MTV) has influenced film. We watched the Roxanne song part...and now the whole song is stuck in my head and won't get out! I've tried to get it out by putting in meh Moulin Rouge soundtrack cd and listening to it over and over again...but that has yet to work...It's starting to get on my nerves.... >__<
Of course seeing the clip really makes me want to watch the movie. I'm gonna have to go and search for my dvd and watch it over the weekend now. =P
And...um...yea...Not much else to say....
....I hope John's online tonight so that I can talk to him....
...damn...I hate being stuck on a guy... =/
And I just realized I have a shit load of reading I need to do for my human sexuality class. Bleh. Bleh to reading...I'll do it tomorrow after the whole PSA assignment is over and done with........
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[09 Apr 2005|08:01pm] |
I'm still sick...blah...I got better on Thursday and then I got worse again that night, starting in class...
....bleh....
I'm feeling rather depressed too. I feel like going on crying out my little eyeballs 'till their dry, and I have no reason as to why. I just feel...sad...and lost...and...questioning things I thought I already knew the answers too...and..yea...I just feel really really blue.......
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| The 2nd Day |
[05 Apr 2005|05:31pm] |
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Ahhh, yes two days of the Spring quarter have already passed. Today was a light day, I only had one class. Tomorrow is my heaviest day with 3 classes, 2 in the morning and one at night. And then Thursday it's one morning class and one night class. I'm taking a total of 18 units this quarter, that's the most I've ever taken in one quarter.
Right now I'm feeling slightly sick with a head cold. Yes, it never fails, I'm always sick at the begining of the quarter...God only knows why or how it always happens...But I took a two and half hour nap this afternoon and am now drinking some tea, so I am feeling a bit better. It's nothing bad, just a bit of an annoyance.
I am fearing this quarter because of my scriptwriting class and directing class....I dunno....those classes just scare me....lol...tho so far scriptwriting doesn't seem too bad except for the fact that the teacher loves to randomly call on people...bleh....That's how the directing teacher is too (well, that's how he was in another class I took from him, I've yet to have a meeting for the directing class). That's one thing I liked about Dennis (my 16 mm teacher) he would only call on those who really wanted to participate. I hate being randomly picked to answer a guestion or what not because I always feel put on the spot and answer stupidly. >__>;;
And I am wishing there were certain people online to talk to...*cough*John*cough*...so that I could get their schedules or a better idea of their schedules, so that I could possibly hang out with them on campus or possibly just be able to stop by and say a quick hello. I did see both Elizabeth and Mary today tho, which was cool. And I saw someone from my Stats class last quarter and my psychology class way back last spring. It's so nice to see people on campus you know and can say hello too.
And thinking of Stats, I was so happy that my grade for that class was finally posted! I had been waiting all week long cause all of my other grades had been up for a while. I did better than I thought I was going to in that class and my Anthro class. Yayness! Now I can dance with happiness!!!! XD *boogies down*
Yup yup.
Well, I'm done talking about meh boring little life. I must go and help meh mom with dinner now. Laterz all. =)
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| SIN CITY!!! |
[02 Apr 2005|05:03pm] |
Sin City was AWESOME. Simply AWESOME. =D
I'd write about it more here, but I've already written about it in both my DA Journal and my xanga. I am far too lazy to go and write up anymore about it...lol....
But I really liked it. And the more I think back about it, the more I like. The visual style was just kick ass......
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| Ha ha |
[23 Mar 2005|11:26am] |
I sooooo should be studying....but I'm not.... =P
Fuck, I feel like I'm gonna fail....I was taking a practice final for meh math class....and...bleh...oh well...it is helping me remember some shtuff tho....
I met Mary this morning before her final. Actually she just went into AT 120 3 minutes ago. We met at 10:20 and hung out for an hour. It was awesome. I <3 Mary oh so much. She is such a great friend.
But...yea...one would think I would go back to studying...heh...I will...I just wanted to check some stuff online first...
Plus my final's not till 1:45. I've got more time to study before and after I eat lunch with meh mom.
Damn, I hope I do well on this final....I really do....
And I hope I see Math Boy and he gives me the Naruto episodes...and I hope I get his e-mail or IM screen name or something...I think I actually want that contact info more than the episodes.... =P
Well, I don't want to waste too much more time so I'm gonna go. Wish me luck! =)
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[22 Mar 2005|04:53pm] |
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...from studyin for meh math final. I am soooooo glad she let's us have two pages of notes....soooooo glad.....
I'm trying to be good and not take too many breaks...really...I am....I'm almost done with my note sheet....yayness....after that's done I shall start doing practice tests and finals....
I like my Stats teacher....She let's us have note pages for tests and has all sorts of practice tests on her website....It's nice....And she'd a pretty good teacher. She's a bit rough around the edges, but overall nice.
In other news....
I was so happy when I opened my e-mail today and saw an e-mail from my friend Tim! It just made my day!
It was kinda funny cause I had been thinking about him and a message I sent him about a month ago. I hadn't gotten a response yet...until today that is....heheheh...He said to keep sending him e-mails even though he takes forever to respond. Ha! He's as bad as I am! Unless it relates to school I take friggin forever to respond to e-mail messages....that is if I ever respond.... *cough* What!? It's not like I do it on purpose...it just very often slips my mind....that's all...
So, yea...I shall make sure to respond to Tim's e-mail soon (tomorrow perhaps)... =)
Tim is just the coolest btw. I don't care if you guys don't know him. All you need to know is that he is just the coolest. XD
And I shall end this entry with Tim's favorite saying..."Good Times, man. Good Times."
Nothin' like avoiding studying! ;)
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| Math Class Was Hella Short |
[21 Mar 2005|01:56pm] |
My math class lasted a total of 20 minutes. The teacher mainly pased out graded shtuff and gave us a review sheet. I am going to be studying my ass of tomorrow and wednesday before the test. I will make sure I study my ass off because if I do I think I might be able to pull off an A in the class. It's a big might, but I am still gonna try.
I also had a passing conversation with the cute boy in ze math class mentioned above. Actually, I don't think enough words were spoken for it to qualify as a conversation...but...eh....Basically he passed by me as he was walking to class and thanked me for the Hellsing scanlation site links I gave him (thanks again for those links Kim!). He then asked me how man Naruto episodes I would like and I said "As many as I can get my hands on." He said he'd start me off with the first 20 and give 'em to me on Wednesday (the day of the final). Hopefully that shall happen cause I kinda wanna see what the anime is like. I also wanna get this cute guy's e-mail addy if possible. I meant to ask today, but didn't have time as we were walking into class. I should've stopped him as he was leaving and asked, but I didn't cause I'm too shy..... *sweatdrop*
Damn....he's really cute tho...tall...thin...brown eyes....dark brown hair that is wavy and on the loner side...it's so nice to see a guy without buzz cut or spiked hair....nothing's wrong with those types...but I like grown out hair on guys.......
*le dreamy sigh*
Dude! I am being such a girl in this entry!
*bites her own arm*
Owwwwwww......
Going back to math class....I got a 73 out of 75 on my project! YES!!! I would've gotten a perfect score if it weren't for two stupid little typos.... >__> Ha ha. That is so like me tho....I rarely ever get a perfect grade because of some silly little mistake...bleh...but damn, that grade made me happy.... =D Also, my group got a 24.5 out of 25 on our last lab! Double YES!! And I got a perfect score on the chater 9 quiz!! Triple YES!!! XD
Of course God only knows how badly I did on the quiz I turned in today....And how badly I will do on the final on Wednesday..... *cough*
Hmmm...two entries in one day...scary, huh? =P
....math boy is cute..... =3
And I'm sad because I didn't get to see Mary and Sean today. =( *sheds a tear*
Though that's really the only thing making me sad....This quarter is almost over and done with...I'm so happy....
And film class is tonight! Wooo! I can't wait to see what people have done of their films....I also can't wait to see if Elizabeth was able to make a rough cut of our film....*cough* And we screen those God damn foley exercises tonight...I have a feeling my group's is gonna be the crappiest.......BLARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And now I'm done. Laterz all. Let's hope I survive what's left of finals week! And let's hope I can manage to get that cute boy's e-mail.... *cough*
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| One Final Down.... |
[21 Mar 2005|10:32am] |
I finished meh Anthropology final a little before 10:00 this morning. It was short, took me only about a half an hour to do. I soooooo totally bombed it tho. Heh. =P
But she had a sheet with our grades and stuff and had us make sure that what she had recorded was right. She also passed back some peoples papers, but alas...I did not get mine back...Oddly enough my grade for my paper was recorded on the score sheet...I got a 30 on it...I saw the 30 and had to think. I scrolled down the column to see everything was 30 and under. So, I walk out and then walk back to ask the teacher what the point value on the paper was. It was 30. So, according to that score sheet I got a 30 out of 30. I'm kinda wondering why I didn't get my paper back tho....hmmm...I hope that score is right, cause if it is it knocks my grade up higher....
....I'm still gonna get a B in that class tho...I can feel it.....argh.....
...I'll probably get all B's this quarter...Math and Film included....I would say Film I would get an A, but since Elizabeth and I don't have a rough cut to show....Of course maybe Dennis, my film teacher, will go easy on us since we had so many problems........I hope.....And maybe I'll do really well on my math final and the take home quiz I'm turning in today...and maybe I did really well on the last project in math....
I still have my doubts tho....
All I can do is hope and pray for the film class.....And all I can do for math is study my ass of for the final....
And I KNOW I should not be complaining about getting B's becuase a B is a damn good grade. It's just...I wanna keep my GPA up nice and high for transfer reasons *wants to go to UCLA*.....that and I kinda like getting good grades....it keeps my dad from bugging me about getting a job....... >__>
So, we shall know in a couple of weeks just how this quarter went for me grade wise....
Still, I'm hella happy about that Anthro paper grade....I hope that was right...cause if it was it makes all of the time I put into it SO worth it....
And for non-school related news....It seems that, according to my most recent journal poll, you guys would like to see fanart of characters drawn in my style. So, consider the project to officially start sometime this week...perhaps even today.... =)
Thinking of art....I still need to finish up the last page of chapter 22 of meh comic. The chapter has taken me literally a year to complete. How sad is that? I mean, the first volume (big thick book of close to 200 pages) was completed in less than a year and half. Of course that was back when I would work on the comic at least once a week....Now I'm lucky if I turn out part of a page once a month...And it's not just due to time constraints...I'm just a lazy ass............ ^^;
Ok, I've babbled on enough to bore the hell outta everyone. I shall now take my leave. *bows and exits*
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| Happy St. Patrick's Day! =D |
[17 Mar 2005|04:14pm] |
Happy St. Patty's Day everyone!
Don't get pinched, wear some green!
Don't get too drunk, just have a glass or two!
Eat your corn beef and cabbage, have as much as ya like!
And enjoy being Irish, even if it's just for a day! =D
....now...if only we had some Guiness in this house..... =3
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| Blah |
[16 Mar 2005|03:49pm] |
...that's how I feel at the moment...just "blah"....
I wanna go home and sleep, but I can't....
I got outta math class early for once....But alas my group reserved the foley studio for today....I am stuck here till 6.......
Ugh....my head hurts.....
And damn it....I hate feeling depressed..............
....being depressed annoys me.....
I wish I had something to look forward to this weekend, but I don't. I have to write up some stuff for meh Cinequest class, study for meh Anthro final on Monday, do the take home quiz for math that's due on Monday, and then start on my review sheet for meh Math final.
So, yes...I have school work to look forward to this weekend and that just doesn't excite me all that much....
And damn it....I'm hungry! >__<
In other news, my dad went in for knee surgery today. It's an in and out thing....He should be home by around 5 or so.....yup yup...Hopefully everything went well.....
Yayness! It's almost 4:00! That means Elizabeth and I can finally go in the studio and finish this God damn fuckin' foley exercise.....I swear....This exercise killed any love I had with sound editting....tho I never really enjoyed sound editing all that much....well, maybe a little....I dunno....I just know I hate this exercise and wanna finally get it over and done with! XP
And in other completely unrelated news.....
I WANNA SEE SIN CITY SO FRIGGIN BAD!!!!!!!
....that movie just looks awesome.....I don't give a shit about a storyline, I'll go pay to see it just to look at it....it just looks so damn cool...I can hardly wait 'till it comes out...of course knowing my luck, I won't get to go and see it anytime soon...if ever....
Blah!
Yup.
Ok then.
I'm off.
Laterz all.
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